1 - what I’m craving for right now - watch the movie Thor

2 - a secret - i remember pretty girls’ names faster than good-looking guys’ names

3 - one of the things I am proud of - wide range of knowledge and music

4 - one of my insecurities - not having a boyfriend

5 - my childhood career choice - astronaut

6 - my favorite band right now - NOAH AND THE WHALE

7 - what turns me on - eyes

8 - a confession - i desperately need someone (boyfriend) to help me other than mott

9 - one of my bad habits - lack of hygiene, too lazy moving my arse to take a shower

10 - who I wish I could be - dani stahl

11 - where I would like to live - london

12 - what I think of myself - unique cool person with a little percent of romantic

13 - i was in love with someone but all i did was nothing, i can never say hi to him

Day 06 – Your day, in great detail

well, i actually started my day around 3 am in the morning. i turned the volume of my itunes up (i didn’t turn it off since the day before, can’t stand not to listen my playlist of the strokes, foo fighters, the joy formidable, bombay bicycle club, arcade fire and hellogodbye), and tumblr-ing for like an hour. i got up to read some lab-tasks of statistics. and then i slept again till 7 am. i took a shower and got myself ready. i have this statistic practicum at 9. after that, i ate with the guys (for me it’s better to eat with the guys since i eat like a man!). and unfortunately, we’re trapped inside the canteen, the rain poured really heavy. luckily i brought a tumbler of black coffee, so it wasn’t that bad at all. and um, i remembered one of the guys told me that i have a secret admirer (it’s kind of cheesy to type this). i was curious who’d that might be, curiouser because i want to know what kind of people that adores me other than my mom. later that afternoon, i did some tracing maps of geology, lots of colouring here and there. and then i had this dog-talk with my friend Bonbin, that i wanted to buy a golden retriever and his obsession on having a wolf as a pet. his brain kind of, well, works in a weird way. he said that if i had the golden retriever, he would train it and make it a part of HMO’s sports teams, just like air bud (then i’ll be the kevin zegers HA-HA). at 4 pm i had theoretical mechanics class till 6 pm. after that me and my friend here, Hening, went to eat to sushiden, to have some ramen. there i ate chicken udon and a beef sushi. then i went home. so that’s my day in great detail.

Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail

in great detail.

love is when you remember small things about people you love because you pay attention to them everyday. love is when my mom kisses me as i do something right or perfect. love is when my ipod knows what songs to be listened at the very moment completing my mood. love is how you remember your loved ones’ eating behaviour, what they usually order, how they would want them and when is the right time to show up with some ice creams. love is when the day is fucked up and talk to them feels like nothing happens. love is your shared laughs, tears and fears. love is how you stare at them when they don’t realize that your eyes are clicking pictures of them and upload it inside your brain to be memorized so you can imagine them when they’re not around. love is when seeing them makes you smile. love is when my dad put on jokes just to make me smile. love is when your loved ones help you carry the weight on your shoulders before we’re asking.

love is when your name mentioned, i feel thrilled. love is hating you to the maximum possibility.

Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail

i didn’t eat much today. been busy doing things. mostly i drink milk all the time and that’s why i feel full ALL THE TIME.

steamed meat. steamed rice. carrots. cabbages. yesterday’s dinner a&w fried chickens. that’s all.

Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail

okay, my first love was skating (especially my in-line-skates), not a person or an idol. my dad gave me this black with purple straps in-line-skates when i was 5. i loved skating and i think i’m pretty good at that. i had a lot of moves, like backwards and i even could jump up the ramp. but it was lasted only for almost 5 years, till i was like 9. when i moved to surabaya again (my childhood was spent in sangatta, kalimantan. but i was born in surabaya), i had to give my in-line-skates up. mom said that i would get a new one since those weren’t fitted me anymore. but that promise never came true. when i was in surabaya i didn’t get any skates. as a substitute, mom took me to ice rink, so i could still skate. but the difference from wheels to blades weren’t that easy to me. i got bruises from shattered ices and that’s why my skin looks terrible now. every week i went to ice rink twice. just like in-line-skates, i was pretty good at ice skating as well. i did ice skating till i was around 14. and i haven’t been doing it again ever since. as another substitution. mom told me to dance. but i chose to learn french and other languages. i kinda miss those times when i can skate whenever i want to. i miss my black with purple straps in-line-skates.

Day 01 - Introduce yourself

my name is nadhiya. i’m 20 this october. i believe that 20 is not my actual age, i always think that i was born somewhere on the 80s where 90s was where i grew up. i love everything from the late 70s to 90s. i wear glasses. i still have an imaginary friend. i enjoy a cup of black coffee. i’m obsessed with milk, i drink milk at least 1 liter per day. i’m 168cm in height and 49kg in weight. i go to college, majoring oceanography at ITB. my favourite bags are two of my aldo bags (one is a satchel tote, the other one is a postman) and my two most comfy and take-everything bags, all of them are canvas-based (a tiger head printed and a roberto cavalli’s face printed with eiffel on the background). i love tigers. i love my ipod more than everything i own, like it’s my boyfriend or bff. my favourite things to see are vinyl records, capuccinos, flat whites, girls with amazing hairs, smoking people, cereals, lakes, tigers, and wolves. i love my eyes and lips. i eat a lot. foods to me only have three types: delicious, very delicious, and allergic/phobic. i draw and paint. i doodle a lot. i’m allergic to crabs and an ostracocophobia sufferer. i used to have phobia to stairs. i used to suffer bulimia. i have OCPD (luckily, my anxiety level has been decreasing). i give shit to people, like paying attentions, observing details, etc. but i get mad if i don’t get payback, when it’s actually not their problems. fortunately to you people, i’m emotional as fuck but i have a low blood-pressure. so i won’t burst in anger when you people make me mad. i love james franco. i collect rings, i have a big box full of it. i get spazzed out on pumped heels. i love bananas. i envy people who encounters experience on using guns. i’d rather watch movies with killings, shots, and fights but strangely 5 of my favourite movies are dramas. i can see ghosts, spirits or whatever it called. my favourite nail colours are grey and chocolate. i love make-ups. i fucking love freja beha. i adore lots of supermodels. i love musics with girls’ voices. like marina and the diamonds, yeah yeah yeahs, portishead, alphabeat, rox, pj harvey, joy formidable, crystal castles and el may. my eargasm bands are kasabian, foo fighters, ac/dc and lynyrd skynyrd. i cyberstalk people. a lot. nice to meet you people.

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Day Ten: One confession

I know I’m not fat and that though how much I tried to be fat, I can never be fat. But when I slightly get fat, I tell others that I’m happy with it but inside I hate it. I guess I’m just one of those typical girls who hate being fat, or even being called fat.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

:) and 8] ——> I feel happy yet geeky

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

1. Surprising. As in, he thinks the other way of what I’m thinking and that’s….cool.

2. Tanned skin. I’m not like those girls who love perfect guys with perfect faces or skins or even bodies. I don’t need a hunky one or a model-like one, I’m just into guys with tanned or dark skins.

3. Funny. Okay, who doesn’t love funny and witty guys? 

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

1. Nasty odour. Yuck.

2. Super-flirtatious. Not that I hate being flirted but if they flirt too much, I see them as mosquitos.

3. Bright skin and metrosexuals. For the record, I’m into guys with tanned skins, so um, the other way of that is basically a turn off.

4. Careless. Not only careless, but also care less. Doesn’t mean that I have to be given attention at fulltime, but the word care also means that they care about their family, education, and even small things that they should take care about.

Mom always says to me that I should hate no particular type of guys because someday who knew that those were ones who become my husband. Huh, reality bites.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

1. MOM

2. DAD

3. My sister

4. Fantastic Four. I can’t separate them three: Ratri, Sabila, and Windy.

5. Hening

No guys, if you’re, uh, looking for one. I haven’t met a guy who means a lot to me.